Celly's gone to Cairns today so I went and picked up her car from the machanics at melbournes cheapest cars thats where james works. I didn't really wan to see him but he saw me and called out so I was stuck talking to him Its not that I don't like James it just that it reminds me how much I miss his mum Cal. I'm so sad now, and I have no one to talk to , I can't talk to Kaye she's not well I can't talk to Chris she's on another planet Ang is totally out of the question My brothers are useless at the best of the time.Andy is just so overloaded at the moment it wouldn't be fair So that leaves me all alone. Feeling very sorry for myself, Life wasn't meant to be like this Why did Cal have to go I could name a dozen or more people that could go and It would have no lasting effect on me, but Cal I miss so much and I feel so lonely when I think about all the brilliant times we HAD.
I'm just feeling sad
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