Alone

Its 11pm I'm alone.
Andy is off working its his job to go away , he feels bad but I quite enjoy being alone.
Although I do enjoy him being here.
Everything is so quiet.
I don't talk much when I'm alone but I think of the strangest things.
Like how to make a coat/jumper in pink for eve.
A scarf for Jordy A mini album for Andy I design away in my head but I never do them .
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I don't know
Strange
I must get a different attitude
I must do not just yhink
but I'm scared
don't know of what ??????????????????????????????????
WHY ???????????????????????
I MUST WORK THIS OUT