DREAMS

I've not feeling to stable at the moment being plagued with nightmares the 1st night l'd lost a child and was frantic to find it but it was in a strangle little market l searched and searched but couldnt find it anywhere and was terribly upset but cont to search, l woke feeling exhausted and paniced.
last night l dreamed l was carrying around a small baby that was dieing the mother of the baby gave it to me because she was too upset and didnt want the baby to be distressed l carried this baby around a garden and lane ways my heart was breaking i could feel the warmths and the tiny bodie in my arms even as l woke it upset me so l didnt want to move or get out of bed l felt the impression of the babies body for at least 15 mins after l woke it was most distressing and that feeling has stayed with me all day.
the strange thing is l dont know either the child l was looking for or where l was or the mother or the baby or what place l was in. l wonder what it means, is it a message of the future or a wish from the past. mmmmmmmmmmm