Sunday, 7 December 2014

saturday 6th december 2014 WHAT IS THE BLOODY POINT

I SERIOUSLY DONT GET THE POINT
Andy asked me a month ago to make him a poncho brilliant l'd love too BUT at the moment l have tennis elbow the pain is overwhelming things l could do before l cant do now its been almost 2mths l stupidly thought he got that BUT NO HE DIDNT
tonight he asked if l could make a mans size poncho (with my wrecked elbow) by xmas
l almost fell off my chair has he been living under a rock
Or is it that he just doesnt know l'm in pain every day just trying to carry dinner plates from the dishwasher to the cupboard is almost too much.
l've never felt so alone l feel l should go away and forget all humans go live in a forest and hope like hell a bushfire comes and l can no longer be
my kids dont care
my brothers dont care
now
even my husband doesnt care
l'm so angry and so hurt l should have stayed on my own
l dont beleive l'm meant to be around other humans anymore
l'll wait awhile and make plans to go enough is enough
there is no room left for me here

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