crird today
self pity
l put myself in a position where l cant meet ppl to make friends
with, then get all upset that l have no friends.
trouble is l dont like ppl but l'd like to have a friend that wont
betray me. big ask l know. l miss my cats and my parents, my best friend,
my nan and to be honest l miss my own children, but thats my fault l brought
them up to be independant, cos l was always scared they would have to make it without me.
l never really expected to live this long.
really worried about Andy l know l make him worry
about money , about me and my crazy brain
celly was right l'll never leave Andy, not for the reasons she says
but l do really love him more than anything and l would be lost without him.
poor bugger, more pressure on him,as if he doesnt have enough trouble.
wish Autumn would have her babies
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