things are getting a bit scary l keep forgetting things
pills
feeding animals
what day it is
what l'm doing
getting lost when l drive
not wanting to talk to the gardener hiding so he wont see me
lm so sad no-one but me seems to even know that Sir Charming is gone
Andy didnt even help me bury him
Andys very unhappy
l wonder how much of it is me
l try to keep positive but its getting harder and harder
lm not sleep very much lately and when l do
l have nightmares of fighting with Celly or Chrissie and not being able to see the grandbabies cos there going to europe
or that andy rings me from some country town and that he has fallen in love with someone else and is never coming home and its all my fault cos l'm fat, lazy and crazy and he cant live like this. then its not my fault he says its him ????????
feel like lm loosing my mind (haha too late for that)
no one seems to acknowledge me unless they want something
hope this passes soon
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