Ross Carter

just got a msg from Ross l rang back he is in hospital he got an amblance at 5 am with pains in his side,there checking him all over,at the moment they think its the tumor. this just all wrong. lm feeling really lost and confused what do you?? how do you just pretend everything is fine,when his skin is yellow and so are the whites of his eyes. l'm not really here but a am but l dont want all these bad things