fingers crossed

my dear  sweet hubby bought me a car   mmmmmmmmmmmmm   slight problem I don't like it. Don't get me wrong its a beautiful car very clean lovely shade of navy blue. but it feels wrong it feels like a boys car maybe I just need time I'm dreading the fact that my little red car is going to the scrapers I know its too expensive to fix but I really like her (ruby) why am I feeling like this I've had a really strange week I've not felt well in my self at all and my body is in pain again maybe thats why I feel weird about the car. I hope I get over this I know my hubby really likes this car. I feel really rotten about this whole thing. give my self time. twice this week I haven't been able to leave the house sometimes I just want to crawl into a hole time just give it time and I know I'II be fine again  fingers crossed.