mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Its so easy to be selfish, its so easy to know what you want. Its hard to watch the person you love most in the world go through hardship, stress, lack of peaceful sleep and worry. and you can do nothing, its very isolating and very lonely. he is so busy and tired, he doesn't know your even there. but you can't get angry its not fair on him to add even more stress, so, you say nothing. but you feel too much, once your rock, once your safe harbour now the gap is getting wider and wider, but still you can only wait, and hope. soon please make it soon. your love for him is still strong, you want to lash out at someone but there's no one there. your bodies broken ,your mind is slipping, but your heart longs to hold him close and know he is completely yours mind and soul.