Good News Bad News

good news going to tassy bad news going to tassy  I really want to be there with hubby BUT I really hate the travelling I wish I could just click my fingers and be there but no its packing thats the 1st problem I have close to no clothes that fit me since I turned into a mammoth. then there's the trip to the airport which takes close forever. then there's the waiting for the bloody plane hoping nothings gone wrong and that we can finally get on the bloody plane and the stupid check points like I would attack someone with a butter knife b** morons. Finally get there and I'm dead on my feet, haven't finished yet then the book in at the hotel. finally get to your room and fall in a heap NO NO NO we have to go look around WHY?    I love my hubby to bits but there are times I really could just clock him. Men seem to travel better or maybe everyone else on the planet travels better than me I'm just so stressed I want to cry I love going to tassy but as I said I HATE THE THE BLOODY GETTING THERE AND COMING BACK OHHHHH Nooooooooo

stunned

Its hard to understand things when in your head you have already made up your mind. Then you learn something about them and it throws you for a loop. Someone who I believed to be kind and gentle and caring human being has turned into a wife abusing creep. I feel hurt, angry and so let down! Why????????? I just don't understand how I of all people couldn't see that in him I suppose you only see what you want to see or you only see what they let you see. I want to catch a plane and go visit him and abuse him to see if he even half understands what he has done. I'm angry enough to do it right now but I know me I will get half way there and come to my senses and I know doing that wont change anything.why do some people never grow up he has 2 beautiful kids, what is he thinking or is he??? those kids will grow up and hate him and that is exactly what he deserves WHY????? did he do this is he sick or just a bastard. After my kids sperm dona I would have thought I would recognise a bastard a mile away, but I've been spoilt rotten the last 20+ years I've lost my touch. I just don't know what to do or say to his poor wife she is such a wonderful woman and the kids only know what they see oh gods please do something to bring to his senses and have the fabulous life that is waiting for him cos if he stays on this road he will have nothing but pain sorrow and torment of the soul for the rest of his days he has a chance to change that I wonder if he will????????????????????