Ross Carter

just got a msg from Ross l rang back he is in hospital he got an amblance at 5 am with pains in his side,there checking him all over,at the moment they think its the tumor. this just all wrong. lm feeling really lost and confused what do you?? how do you just pretend everything is fine,when his skin is yellow and so are the whites of his eyes. l'm not really here but a am but l dont want all these bad things

some days just go on forever

its Thursday 29-9-2016 the grandkids over for the day their going through a really hard time poor darlings eve and l played games on the computer Jordan was a bit distant he's only 16yrs poor boy having to grow up before his time. their so called father warren is acting like a real prick he's quit his job so hedoesnt have to pay chrissie for the kids or his half of the house weird thing about the house is its the house he picked and said if he didnt get he would kill himself................. cant beleive he would behave this way
had a love day with the kids feeling unwell
they all went home an hour later distressed phone call from chrissie eve had shut the griller door on the oven and the kitchen was on fire...........freakout time she did really well when she couldnt put the tray (that was on fire) out she through it out the window she got a few splash burns and her hair a little singed (poor darlin) but it could have been much worse thank the mother that they are all fine the firemen came to check out the scene and made sure everything was save and my amazing very tired Andy drove out to see that they were all ok
oh dear what excitment for the end of school holidays
we live another day

so very sad

its been 2 weeks without my sweet Rosy cat she was 17yrs old. were all missing her. think l'll go buy myself 2 zebra finches on a diet 1st time for everything l have lost 2 kilo's in 2 mths, thats just depressing chrissie going through a divorce her drop kick sad excuse of a husband. my poor darlin is having a really rough time and the kids are really confused. Zues (boopy) hasnt got long to live the cancer is eating him alive such a sweet dog always so happy to see us precious boy. Ross my brother dropped a bomb shell on me and andy he has terminal cancer l cry so much when he told me on the phone that made it so much easier when l saw him 2 days later lm on so many pills at the mo trying to work it all out still in pain same sad story. so very happy to have my sweetheart at home l miss him something shocking