Friday 25 April 2014

15TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY

Its 15years I've  been married to the most wonderful man. I never dreamed I'd be so lucky. He's so sweet, but he scares me the way he doesn't look after himself but looks after everyone else. I dont want to be alone again, he works too hard and doesnt sleep enough I cant seem to get through to him that this job isnt forever and he must take care if anything were to happen to him. I know I would just die. chrissie seems to be my only child who even half understands me, the other are on some other planet. for whatever reason they beleive they should tell me how to live my life and what to do. I often wonder do they ever think how did mum ever get to 54 on her own, without us demanding she do it our way there lack of respect is very disappointing and down right rude. I brought them up to be there own person but Ang and Cel are not what I expected at all. I just hope there happy and that one day they will find someone (like I have) to share there lives with. Anyway had a wonderful day today went driving with my dear heart and we talked and talked it was fab I do miss him alot but as I told him its not forever but I'II be here forever so when this time has passed everything will be great once more I thank the goddess for brining him into my life