dr labass

went to the nut dr today
he doesnt get me at all
he wants me to drive further than l do
he wants me to make new friends
he wants me to be grateful for the lounge suite celly gave us
he wants me to stop smoking
he said "its like hitting yourself in the head with a golf club"
he says nothing much has changed
he looked really annoyed or disapointed or something l couldnt tell
feeling depressed sad and lost

2015 9th feb

hello self well its been a rough start to the yr.
Andy had a hernia op last month.
l was scared half out of my mind then it took over an hour longer.
kept think what am l going to do if he doesnt make it through.
the releif when l saw him l almost exploded with joy.
he was breathing and looking as good as you can after an op.
people say you dont know what you've got til its gone
THAT IS SO UNTRUE
l have THE most wonderful man that has ever been born.
l hated seeing him in pain he tried so hard not to show it
but l could tell he's on the mend now but l still have to watch him
 its his birthday tomorrow presh is going to be 54yrs old same as me
he is also off to mildura l pray he's careful
he'll be home on wednesday he cant get into too much trouble
fingers crossed
l didnt know that the older you got the deeper the love is l am an unbeleivably
LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY GIRL
let you know how he is when he get back
mother watch over him for me bode it be