Dreams

What a night dreams dreams and more dreams
So strange I don't think I've ever had so many dreams in one night before.
Its been so hot, And all I can do is dream
They where so real but now I don't remember them
just colours blue green and yellow
feeling panic angry scared and so very tired
Dreams are strange things
I wonder why we have them
The hot days will break soon praise the goddess

sad days

Well here we are in March and its so hot . Bracken our sweet gentle boy is dying and I have spent the last 2 days in tears its breaking my heart watch him go bit by bit. I love him so much. He had a good day last Monday but the last few days he won't get up and walk he just crys until he can see me. I know his time is almost up and we have had such fun days together my silent shadow nuserling my hand as we walk around the garden. I will miss him so much. I can't beleive the last 10+ years has gone so fast.
Andy is scaring me with his blood shot eyes and falling asleep if he holds still for more than 10 mins I pray this hard time passes soon. Life is so short Andy and I are already in our 50's when did that happen?????????