dad

it was dad's birthday yesterday
there are times when l don't remember it and other times when it overwhelms me.
l was alone all day the pain in my back and hips is so unbearable at times l could scream. talked to celly last night, she has an opinion on everything. the latest is l must wrap all my bits and bobs and books in the lounge. because she needs to paint that room. the insane thing is, she carried on for monthes because she bought us a lounge suite that we wouldnt use, because we needed to paint the room. now we are using it she's cross because we should have painted the room first  ggggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
cant win either way l'm a shit mum end of story