don't know what I'm feeling angry -sad -be wilded - lost its all so confusing. Alan my brother died (June) before l was born. Rick died 16th march 2011 and now Ross has died on 15th October 2016.
They are no longer here.
l find myself not knowing what to think or write. I've been not wanting to get out of bed, not wanting to do anything. its all too much and for what purpose.?????
why did he wait so long before telling me he was dying ??
he knew for 18mths
he told me 2 weeks(Lee's time) real world 6 weeks before he died
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